Words have fallen out of history.
Loiter in subconscious cellars,

There, just out of reach

untethered to ignorance whispering

in gossip ears faith of certain collapse

I know something beyond is shimmering

my fingers stretching an arm to retrace

an angel holding word of heaven listening

to dreams flying by toward eternity

taunting this earthbound calamity.

These bars holding me in
or are they keeping them out?
Always this seeming mystery.
The vowel and consonant hear their wings.
Briefly, colors infrared to ultraviolet born from gray.
Will they move toward that tunnel light
lingering far in distant away?
too poor to pay.

up past its cloud of ever-after
busy with all that is over
never sees what takes flight.
A butterfly rising up seeking
forgetting where it was leaving
or exactly whom was crawling.
All they needed was a beginning.
Stories come close to sip our nectar
riding molecules of instinctual lust
mandates of need cry time is falling
how can love know what word to trust?


Here on this ground
these shadows gather close

In fogs quiet and deep buried rust

where nothing grows wild or upright

below this history’s crumbling crust

who knows that day became night.







Tags can be inspiring to me. Some of my blogroll comes from reading them.

{September 30th images. Photo from this afternoon in side yard, and poem I made in another wordpress blog comment box. Referring to that persons procrastination and issues with writing. I tried to convey some freedom from spontaneity amidst common existential questionings. But what I really meant to say was…}

McCain blames Obama for McCain?

McBlame Strategy Revealed

They need to be both blame-full and righteously right wing. Enter the vortex of shell game confusion. Feels to me as if the plan is; Now we say this, and now we also say that. Please don’t compare to find where truth really is, that will make us upset.  Why do you not like America? Truth is subjective after all.

Some see the potential McCain administration as erratic and dangerous, if current switching positions are any measure of character. This shows the cunundrum; it is odd to be conservative, since they cannot be wrong, so need claim what seems right, even as it shifts sides. Then the contradictions compound until they are so unbelievable, some “people of faith” ignore the reality checking.  Then just ideological lens wear needed. Now that is better! One of the benefits of being in a cult; facts do not interfere with belief!

It boggles the mind to hear credit taken for the “bailout” while at the same time, Obama is being blamed in “red states” for the same “bailout” that did not happen! Oh yeah! Then McCain claims to be bipartisan one moment, then blaming Obama the next for nor being bipartisan, when news flash; Obama has worked with open minded Republicans on some issues.

Maverick positions seem to change in under 15 min. Then Obama is blamed for the bailout failure (moment in time) that he was blamed for succeeding with. Seems some folks live with their minds unplugged full time. From the get-go. From day one. From, from, from. {Enter appropriate cliche or platitude}

Nothing succeeds like blaming ones opponent for all possible outcomes. A win-win as they say, just keep that Main Steam Media’s bias at bay. The bias being truth or fact checking to context. Why the truth wished to hurt honest people is beyond me. Finally America is waking up from its stupor. It is frightening to contemplate what new damage could be done to the Commons if these charlatans get back into the drivers seat. More unbridled socialism for the super rich.

Trick supporters with the wealth redistribution of liberals. Then pretend that liberals do not believe in the same God, or notions of right and wrong. But, hello; What do you think the stock market is? To each according to their investments. No merit or patriotism required! No morals required! No responsibility required. No accountability required to the Commons, that aspect of Life we all share, believe in it or not. My water, my air, this life; it really is not in a different universe than anyone else’s, no matter if I think otherwise.

There is the Commons which we all interact and interrelate with. It’s health is our health. We each are responsible for and to it. Yet one party in particular would have us believe otherwise for exploitation and cognitive dissonance sake. What does this indicate to us of those who seek to avoid the consequence of their impacts on Life? What does that say of their character?

With these jumbled up conservatives, one must remember that fact checking is a vice, while ideological absolutism seems the litmus test of a dependents base lock into cue words. Catch one at the lack of them, and you are the trouble maker! Class act. Not. But it is all an act.

Seems the plan was to allow Palin to fake her way through just about every leadership test imaginable, except glossy BS. The right has that advantage over intellectual explanations of nuance and context, which in a short attention span talking point world, seems outright evasive. Down with intellectual elites with all their facts and stuff trying to confuse you from our, I mean, your gut feelings. Those Volvo latte drinking ivory tower dwelling snobs!

Oh. You can tell I’m frustrated with my life of hearing the crap from the right wing passed off as fair and or ballanced?

I’m beginning to wonder when conservatives are ever right about anything. I’ve found good indication on what is often closer to true, by having faith in the opposite of what most of them say as being closer to reality. But if one liberal gets a fact wrong or off—“We all know how they are!” While the Main Steam Press declares; They all tell untruths folks. That’s just how it is. And journalism falls to corporate relativism.

McCain attacks Obama over bailout failure | Reuters

WASHINGTON (Reuters) – Republican John McCain accused presidential rival Barack Obama on Monday of helping sink a $700 billion rescue plan for Wall Street,

ABC News

JOHN McCain blamed Barack Obama and the Democrats for Congress’ failure to pass a $700 billion Wall Street bailout, while Obama avoided blame games and
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Half Hearted Express goes backwards

We may be seeing the nature of the next conservative administration, if we are so masochistic, or that plight be engineered into form:

A half hearted command of facts.

A half hearted putting of America first.

A half hearted thought out vice president.

A half hearted suspension of a campaign.

A half hearted “victory” with the rich peoples socialist bailout.

A half hearted excuse by party officials that house speaker Pelosi’s “tone” makes up their mind, instead of the national good.

Half hearted period.

And, as you have seen with the last incompetent conservative administration; that incompetence gets passed on down to the field. The most obvious disasters; rewarded with medals and commendations, since conservatism cannot admit mistakes or false assumption, except when taking advantage of admitting one that is, but only if there seems a political payoff.

Hearing the McCain Train’s constant blame games whining whistle, know that sound note to familiarize oneself with the reverse reality realms of always whining conservatism. They were not the party of the so called “Chicken Hawks” for no reason.  Not only do they depend on an excuse train, but someone else to do the actual work. They attract those who need liberalism as an endless excuse for their own lack of true heart or character, but grand of ego. In the negative, others stand in as ego props. Flags and religions abstract symbols become their “character” claims. A pride siphoned off of others sacrifice. The ideology seeks out the kinds of psychological stress addictions that “escape” into conservatism’s always outward blame fame.

Classic cognitive dissonant driven projection, with a political ideology thrown in to cover the cult of excuse cars linked together.  This is now a rote machinery of full attack on the commons, except when they “need” us to attack others.  Then it is all for one and one for all.

Perhaps you have seen how a list of “buzz words” stands in to define the presence of these “true believers”. A philosophy tailored for those half hearted at fact and context checking. Such faith can cover a whole host of sins. As well as become the watering hole for thirsty self shame bloated sycophants with fermenting resentments toward those who are different.

Conservatism as it exist today, is the train that runs backward, instead of being present wholeheartedly now, owning the moment without endless excuse. What conservatism unconsciously runs from, but is evident from observation is; Reality, with all its nuance, complexities and connections to all.  If you have a philosophy that tries to cut up and market Creation itself, you have an ideology that denies connection to all, defying Creations very Core.  Problematic is a mild word for that self designed exploitation of Creation for self gain.

McCain explains Palin

McCain explains Palin does not mean what she says to a voter. Opposing McCain’s foreign policy with her own, is said to be caused by questioning from across the room. Implying a voter made her say things McCain would not, just by asking her of Pakistan and policy. They whine; Unfair! Out of context! Gotcha Journalism!

It reminds me of that “whose on first?” routine. Trouble for they and us is, being in line for the presidency is not supposed to be a joke. But that bar has been broken for some time now.

Thanks to that reality despising community that helped place George Bush within range to appropriate the presidency in 2000 and 2004, the, check no fact but have faith cult of attitude followers are out to sink our ship of state for good. There it will lay at the bottom of world history, like the Titanic. After all the Jingoist pablum is spewed and the facts kept far away form context, will the American People actually vote to be that iceberg?

One thing we can all count on; when that iceberg hits, the right wing will say; We thought you liberals believed in global warming?


Jury is said to convene on Nov. 4.


SARAH. SARAH. Palin bounces off the ropes into corn field.


So you liberals thought ya had me down and out did ya. I don’t care what you elitist say of what I say. I’m talking to real Americans, not the kinds that love our enemies. I’ll have my witch doctor put those witches back in me if you don’t start being nice. Hey. By the way. How do I know they were cast out for sure? Oh! Yeah! Faith! I forgot. That liberal press sure knows how to confuse a gal I’ll tell ya!

That’s the trouble with this God loven’ country of ours; too many sinners have been put in charge. Well I’m gonna fix that for sure. Once that old guy caries me across the Oval Office threshold, it’s no holds bared for the American people. Finally God would have put one of them in charge. Real Christians, the kind that help the rich and tell the poor to act right. Ya know; like Jesus did. And let me tell ya, you sinners, we weren’t building all those detention camps in America for nothing. The Lord woks in mysterious ways, I tell ya! Praise the Lord.

All you sinners will be given the chance to repent. We all will believe in forgiveness as long as you agree with us. The best way to do that will be to be accepted by the Lord as your one and only personal savior. We know that when you register and vote Republican. It’s in the Bible I’m sure. God would not have missed such an important thing, but I’m sure those liberals will complain and whine about the God honest truth! That you can count on! As long as you prove you voted for me, you will get a personal photo of me at the poolside praying. I’d like you to have a memento of just who is on your side.

Once we get that sinner party out of the way, once again God will smile upon our wonderful country. And I must say; including far away places within the reach of Putin, like my Alaska. The whole great state of Alaska may not have the population of the Tucson Arizona area, but what it lacks in heat it makes up in with melting permafrost. I love slushies!

I’d like to invite you all up there to live near the oil wells once Kansas is a God forsaken hell hole. God’s gonna burn those people out of the lower 48 and send the God fearen’ folks up to God’s own country.

Some say that old man picked me out of spite or reckless disregard for our nation. Nonsense! He picked me so he could retire and let God take over. Real true Christians know this. They also know who they must vote for or else go to hell.

Thanks America for doing the right thing and not the politically motivated one. God loves ya. I feel His presence right now. Let me bless you all right here. God bless real America! Now that’s an order!


Before you all go. If you do come up to my Alaska, leave your witchcraft at the border. We have enough car accidents the way it is for heaven sake.

See ya…

nearly verbatim Tina Fey as Sarah Palin




It seems like water at times

leaves rustling above our dry wash

sounds of nature some ear might know

but to me, it is just leaves that sound like water

at night I might go out to see if it really is raining


Sometimes water does flow underneath their sun-ward climb

right now cicadas are sounding long distance calls

filling the air with the sound of maraca’s in unison

now there are again leaves shuffling while cicada’s quite


If leaves, legs or wings are striking the air between one another

I do not know

we often do not know consciously

there are familiar yet secret things

ignored truths in the background

we do not question their existence

but we may not know what they are

or if an ear more informed is listening

an eye waiting to see a right sign

we can be alone in waiting

why this waiting

this remembering to seek

an answer we are suspecting

yet seemingly lacking in evidence?


We may not know where to look

how to look and even why

between what common things

can be hidden infinite majesties

just what do I miss

the nose on my own face

the air carrying sound

also carrying itself


The wind

seeking of balance

its mandate of harmony

imparts its journey to these leaves

leaves are sending me primal spiritual notes

how all is connected in ever-seeking balance

each thing relates to one another in this quest

how different are these cicada’s needs

or mine for mistaking rain

in dry rustling cottonwoods?


There is this matter of perspective

if I lead with expectation

what I am looking for specifically

or if there is an immersive place

a place where I receive it all

not dissecting any of it

there is ability to receive

not just what I need

but what is as is full

to be with it unbiased

to let it inside


When a certain dam washes away

we sit and receive the song of harmony

comprehend that beyond dissection

we can see invisible union

by becoming that air that is

not seen yet completely able

to receive and transmit

the movements of Life

of resounding Love


No matter how poor I am

how inflicted and destitute

by ideas made of humankind

that disregard balance and harmony

and call the air just a pointless commodity to be used

abused and thrown away

I still have that clear place inside

to see beyond man-made distortions

see past the proofs of callus disregard

and alienation’s call of revenge

and accumulation


I still

in that still place

touch Divine presence

open eyes into the Source

that exist beyond judging

as invisible as the wind

latent in all directions

until I recognize what is

a message being sent

though now quiet and still

through cottonwoods

a simple breeze


Tina Fey as Sarah Palin Video

Here is the one good thing left on SNL. Well. Compared to all the corporate show add parody’s where people look silly and stare a lot while they kinda ridicule each other consciously or via the viewer.

But here; Live and In Person, a fake but accurate portrayal of the Woman who would be King. Thanks to God!

Oh the embed refuse to work. Here is the link; Tina Few used Palin’s words nearly verbatim. Now that is scary.

Saturday Night Live – Couric / Palin Open – Video – NBC.com

Gov. Palin and Katie Couric get real and adorable.

SNL Biden Palin Debate