Posts Tagged ‘journal

28
Mar

WARM WIND FRIDAY

Not even noon here yet, but if you go out with dark shirt it feels like 88, actually it is 68 now. OK, probably 70 in the last 20 min. since I looked.

We had a meeting last night for community interested in taking part in family anti-violence work. It went quite well, but I was tired, having gotten up early for a doctors appointment, then cleaned up late after the evening meeting. Another one related to it but not the same this evening. And then on Saturday the actual regular meeting with a certain family.

GOOD NEWS AND BAD NEWS

Bad news is, I have always had high blood pressure, (probably since six months old incident-PTSD) but have long outlived my grandfather and father in years. My heart issue from a early childhood fall some 50 years ago was finally diagnosed, and after 50 years of a back burner concern, and lifelong attempts to do good things for my heart, the diagnosis was very good regarding my valve issue. It probably will not be a problem for me for the future. A half century question answered. (I never had a regular doctor.) I had sever arrhythmia for some time after the accident, but no signs now, even under the stress test.

But here today, summer is knocking on the doors. Being up in the mountains a wee bit, even during summer it gets quite cool at night, except for a day or two. You can open windows and doors (screened) at night, and keep the cool into the afternoon. As long as you close them by mid morning!

I will post on the exciting new monsoon seasons we are guaranteed to have, now that they have extended the season for about a month. Who knew we controlled the weather like that!

LET IT RAIN!

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25
Mar

BEEN WEEDING AGAIN

ANOTHER DAY ON THE NATIONS END LINE

With winter rains an evaporating memory, mementos were left behind which I now collect.

Now I need to get the ground wet to insure sufficient root out of an often hard clay soil. Do this now before they have gone to seed. Many around here use the weed whacker in summer, assuring that I will have much future labor for my ideas to sift through come next spring.

This year my neck is way the worse for looking down so much. I must be sure what I am pulling is what I want to leave and not some of the near look alike’s that I prefer, mostly for their flowers, foliage and how they do not “take over” and not allow the variety I like in the more groomed area around the house. I always prefer a “natural” look, as if I had nothing much to do with it.

I am also progressing slowly on a masonry improvement project, not now likely to be finished by an upcoming family visit. I often use visiting times as motivational nudges to do a few things for home improvement. I get to enjoy the change along with everyone else. I have to bust up some concrete to get at plumbing under a patio and block wall. Then fix it, add some supporting features to make up for whomever designed it all inadequately. Then I will stucco it in a manner to make it look more like my adobe walls around the place.

I will be thinking of you all on the Internet and its vast array of tubes and things. If I gather up comments, I will weed through them much like I would real world items.

I trust you are one of the flowers.

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20
Mar

A DAY TO THE DENTIST

TODAYS TUCSON SUNSET

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I updated my X-filez page just now. Remembered another X incident about stars blanking out in a wave through the Milky Way night sky in 2001.

Read a few tags after just getting home, but am not going to post much.

I’m glad to get the dentist visit over. No more thinking my lip is paper in my mouth once Novocain wore off. Speaking of cane.

We also stopped by Home D to get a few plants to put into planters. Now that beats John McCain any day! I believe even John McCain could beat John McCain now.

What do you mean he is trying?

Don’t you want to beat whomever (bad people) over there so they don’t come to here and beat up on us?

What do you mean we are making much more of them, from doing just that. Does not change the equation!

Don’t you want to beat whomever (bad people) over there so they don’t come to here and beat up on us?

Repeat 20,000 times.

OK. OK .

13
Mar

FINISHED ONE FOR NOW + adobe photo

Projects report to self, and mysterious others who come around to post tags, and regulars.

Well. How are you today?

I finished the one stucco patio wall project with window, for now. Now it enters that curring phase before this one is getting painted. My back and neck had too much irritation so now I need to take it easy. Don’t know how much of the exciting home weeding project will get done given my circumstances.

I have a complex concrete and stucco project at home to start soon. It involves adding block, tearing through pre existing concrete to get to pluming that was installed incorrectly, and since, settlement has caused it to crack and leak. Plus put in a little concrete wall to support a failing outdoor sink area all connected. In this last year and a half I have ended up doing more concrete than woodwork, which is a change.

My going native adobe project storage area where micro-burst tore an old shed roof of last year.  Blowing up photo shows old metal roof pieces sitting around, waiting if they are good for anything before going out to recycling.  Photo looking out from the front third of the space.

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I made those bottom walls to a future height to serves as seats for who knows who. Adobe raised garden bed in the front of photo. It is in the most remote part of our yard. A skylight is letting sun hit shovel handle in photo. Skylight, as front aluminum roof, made from salvaged materials. Adobe from sand and soil in front yard, 300 feet and 20 feet down to the north.

10
Mar

SKYSCAPE

Close to penumbra’s divide

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and

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Now see.

The sky is not falling.

I will be off to work shortly. Home D, then stucco on the wall with window I’ve been working on when I can.

Now that spells excitement!

It will likely have its moments, with me having to dangle over 5 feet of thorn bush to reach one section.

07
Mar

TORNADO PAGE GETTING UPDATED

Oh the web is such a resource!

I just went on it to try to get the photo of tornado damage from 1967 that was in the paper. I mention it in my pages, as I was standing right behind the photographer as he took it.

Well, I found whole sites about the tornado and memories of it from those near and far from it, but not that photo. But now I think I will get it one way or another.

On these sites I found out that 33 people died and the tornado was ranked an F-4, a little above my more conservative guess, especially of the casualties.

It is a bit surreal to hear of others in that moment in time.

I will update my page on it later.

28
Feb

BUT YESTERDAY’S GONE

TO SPEAK OR SPEAK NOT, IF YOU HAVE NOTHING GOOD TO SAY. THAT IS A QUESTION.

A questionable thing about blogs is that you get to complain all you want.

I don’t know how popular that makes one. When I come across a young persons post on tags, there is often trouble at home apparently, or with friends. It all seems natural, especially for those of us who have no one to complain to about our story, can’t tell those at home, or don’t want to lose all our friends for being a drag. There are probably other reasons as well.

ALL YOU DO IS…

As adults, a lot of this complaining is thrown into politics, to make it seem it is really all someone “out there’s” fault for our discomfort and angst. Some complain about the boss or a co worker who they are having trouble communicating with, or have given up on. Some complaints are about home relationships or love life’s confusion.

There are often shows on TV and movies that show the kids both ruling the home and doing the complaining for many entertainment or dysfunctional reasons. When I was little, overall, complaining was not on the agenda, it usually ended up working against you, or left you with the blame.

DO AS I SAY OR AM OR ELSE?

I have worked in many a company where the companies behavior, much reflected personality traits of the owner, (as also national leaders) for better or worse. It weighs on workers or employees when it is for the worse. Responsible workers end up trying to pick up the slack and often receive no acknowledgement for it, since the owner seems not to value the trait. On rare occasions, they (owner) might notice you have something they really need.

It is unfortunate for uncomfortable work environments where expression of problematic elements of the individuals “story” are not encouraged to be heard. These may come home to greet the family instead with the expression of discomfort, which can both bother the family members or a mate to a great degree, or model frustration encouragement as a family value apparently.

One way or another I have experienced most of these phenomenon. As a volunteer for an alternative to domestic violence treatment, many guys especially need to learn how to compartmentalize work troubles from contaminating home relationship ones, for if we do not have the tools or were modelled with dominator/force (emotional or physical) tools, we can end up burying the love at home and planting fear on top of the pile of anger.

One technique someone used was to place the anger under a rock outside before coming into the house, to pick it back up on the way out to work in the morning. Only to find someone must have stolen the problem overnight. Sometimes a ritual can remind one of both what is sacred and important in ones life.

NOW THAT I HAVE SET THE STAGE FOR MY WORK PROBLEMS YESTERDAY

Luckily I have someone to tell all my troubles to and I hope vicea versa. The object is to tell your story so you can move on or get advice, maybe even have someone share the pain with empathy. I have to remember to pass on the good experiences as well or a downward focus can set up quarters.

Anyway.

My yesterdays whine list is quite short. On the wall I was finishing, in one aspect of top caps, I had to lay on top of it to reach down as far as I could to cut Pyracantha bush branches that were jambed in on the last 5 feet of the wall. They have wicked barbs akin to reaching around in a rose bush. I forgot my long pruners but happened to have a small hand one. My hand was down the side of the wall, with me laying flat dangling off of the top of the wall. My hand became literally covered in blood. As you get older, most of us see our skins become a mere film of what it once was.

The bush kept pushing back into the wall as I cut, so I was there for several minutes with some branches over one half inch thick, difficult with little hand pruners. Being beaten up, I had to shimmy(?) backwards over cement block to try to get to the crocked ladder. Getting onto the ladder, it collapses so I go backwards and sideways blind to the ground. I crash into the wheelbarrow with some mortar mix in it. It goes flying, but for some reason I had mixed the mortar in my rubber cement mixer inside the wheelbarrow. It slide out, leaving the mix still safe and sound.

Since I have neck and back problems, and hit on the side my neck issues are, I did not know how I would be come morning, but I’m not that bad. I’m always soar and stiff by morning, so only more so a bit today. The back of my hand burns, and I have a number of largish scrapes on my arms where I hit the wheelbarrow and ladder on the other arm. Good to go for today.

Whah, whah, whah,. You liberals are such whiners. Why I had an arrow shot right through my head and you don’t see me complaining. Good for nothing, commie pinko sun brothers camping going to Guantanamo springs for a respite I think?

Thanks for the shoulder. OK, the eyeballs, whatever.

Just kidding about those last two paragraphs.

25
Feb

TODAY WAS A TRIP

A trip about philosophical-political blogging. Then going shopping for construction materials, another chore and then getting some actual work done, in fairly nice weather.

I keep fleshing out my fixed pages, while sometimes doing a morning post before the days activity.

Today I wrote in the morning about conservative and liberal non sequiturs. The power interest in the culture and world that has us bickering over philosophical misunderstandings. Being all right and all about our liberal or conservative notions, while the real power brokers use democracy as a kind of public diversion. The chasm remains; as to what is sacred in each of our hearts, what parameters we define truth by, and the context in which we hold our ideas as complete in.

Anyway.

Today was more block and concrete making do. I have varying stages of development going on in raising and connecting two walls, which have as of today a nice metal 18″by18″ decorative window. Tomorrow I have varying issues to continue with on the wall as I let the concrete and steel reinforced lintel to set up before I let it become completely bearing. I like having multiple projects going at a site in case one does get hung up for a little while. There is usually no problem with that desire.

PIN SATAN’S TAIL ON THE DONKEY!

In politics. It is inconceivable, but true apparently, that wearing a pin or not is a true test of ones patriotism. To be set up in that stupidity and believe it is true, is an insult to the patriotic mandate to be honest and truthful, let alone, allow for free expression (and not require cult conformity) on such personal matters. What next a cross test? Wear the cross or you are apparently satanic? Baloney!

21
Feb

78 DEGREES OF SEPARATION FROM ZERO

(Scorpion in my cereal bowl photo at bottom of post.)

It is starting.

The warm weather is turning winters corner, and careening into us early next week, up to 78 degrees.

Good that I am finishing my window and wall around it block project before heat becomes a diverting issue. In summer, as they say in the southwest; “But it’s a dry heat.” Then someone might say; “Yea., but so is a blowtorch!” or “Yea, and so is a hot oven. Doesn’t mean I want to live in it.”

That said; I have been in 80 degree weather at near 80 dew-point, that will feel more uncomfortable than a dry 105. The heat index is a scale created to suggest comfort of ones bodies evaporative cooling abilities, and how temperature and humidity feel in regard to how well my bodies air conditioner can work. It was not made up by westerners to make the people they left behind back east to feel bad. They can feel bad all by themselves. Thank you very much.

Here in high sun and hot day land, in construction, people may start work at sunrise in many places. When that sun starts getting up around 4:30 am, people will be at the job up on the roof or out at the wall or pavement. It gives you a long afternoon off, but you can be so drained by being out there still at 1pm, probably after just 5 hours sleep, that those afternoons of coffee and staring out in the distance drinking in times are a vacation. You wish! There are home projects to do. Get up on the roof and get the “swamp” coolers going.

MOVING TO TUCSON?

If you do ever move to Tucson I have some advice if you are buying a home. Tucson’s natural disaster is—-termites. They are in ways weather related.

Use both gutters (if possible) and have the ground slope away from your home. Try to keep the roof in good condition, as to not let water into the wood. Most building codes try to cover these issues (except gutters), but you unfortunately may need to have a termite companies service contract to make sure.

NEW BUILDING?

If you are building new, the ground gets treated under slab-code. There are many non wood, or treated wood alternatives, even heavily reinforced monolithic slabs that will not crack (fingers crossed) and let the subterranean little munchers in. Their tunnels can reach up from the ground to a second story in a garage or a plants shade right at a wall, so you do have to keep an eye out for quarter inch dirt lines. Termites are possibly scurrying inside in the controlled atmosphere until they reach something the queen likes.

I suggest gutters since I have seen many a home have its footings crack from the year by year soaking parts of them get by the occasional pooling or runoffs from storms. Get that water some feet away from your homes foundation.

If building during the beginning of monsoon season when the dry wood termites spread, if you are using plain old wood, don’t let them leave it out in the open where it will get extra wet. Probably should cover it and even have a pro spray a borax solution (or whatever they use), or find out how to do this yourself. Every board could end up with a potential “dry wood”queen in it.

A company can come and spray all the boards once the roof is dried in if you feel no one is paying attention to the strange ants walking around, or circular pencil lead round holes showing up. Salt and pepper like small sand on the floor can mean dry wood termites are already enjoying your hospitality. There is an easy finger and palm test to distinguish termite debris from crickets kind, which look a bit similar.

THE ANTI IMMIGRATION WALL

If you get your periphery walls and plumbing inlet areas treated for subterranean, don’t freak out days later and call your lawyer (yet) when stalactite trails start descending over your bed. The bugs have been cut off from mom and are trying to figure a safe way from where they are stranded. Remember, termites are most helpful in removing wood debris from the ground. You just don’t want them thinking your house is really a dead tree laying around your new 60″ HDTV.

I also believe that most pluming ground access has (possibly code) rubber like flanges that act to keep things from coming through what in olden days was a dirt opening in the floor. You might be able to get these retroed in when a plumber does work there.

The good news? Many old buildings that have been well protected never get termites because the woods moisture content, in these deserts, is generally too low for them to live in. Yea!

If you do end up with termites, they can be terminated. Bad damage that you might see can just as quickly be absent from the rest of your home. Don’t completely freak out until a thorough assessment is done by a professional. Then have tissues at hand.

WHEN IS A TENT A WALL?

Dry wood type (the last I have heard) require your home to be tented and gassed. They are a larger termite somewhat independent of ground moisture, but usually have quite relatively smaller colonies than subterranean ones.

I am not otherwise a professional in this area, once worked at termite home restoration to make homes look like they did before they were torn apart to get the bugs out, even cabinets!(15 years ago). It is kinda creepy when you find out termites were crawling all over just behind your wonderful sink tile!

AND THAT IS TODAY’S WEATHER AND TERMITE REPORT

YOU MAY NOW START SWEATING

PS

If you have a nice wood burning fireplace, make sure the wood you bring in and store is bug free. Best to leave most of it outside until needed. But always keep an eye out for scorpions. I have seen hundreds but never been bit or know of someone who has. One was in my bowl of cereal once last year! I felt it brush my finger as it came out of the box. It was the same color as the cereal. I took a picture of that. I don’t have a scanner, so will find the photo and put it on this post whenever I get a chance to.

Here is that picture of a photo

SCORPION NUT GRITS CEREAL

BREAKFAST OF CHAMPIONS; DEAD ONES

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Now lets go run blindfolded through the cactus patch!

19
Feb

FROM THE EDGE OF THE COUNTRY

Yesterdays project really caught up with me overnight. Now I have to consider if I do more concrete or wait till tomorrow. Probably after I decompress and get going I’ll be able to do something by afternoon without my back going out.

But instead of whining to you, how about a photo from the end of the monsoon season? At bottom of post.

There was some silly talk in weather circles last year, or more probable chamber of commerce circles (guessing), about turning our weak monsoon season, by world standards, into “summer thunderstorm season”. I imagine something that will not scare people from moving here. Tucson has been considered the friendliest city in the country. It keeps changing in modern ways, not the small town people seem to have so loved during and before Howard Hughes days. If you want to know more insider information about Tucson, drop me a note.

A local clinic here at the border, has trouble having doctors consider moving here from tales of shootings in Mexico, and drug traffic, plus hoards of illegal aliens at the door. It is nothing like that. Even being at the last or first house in the country, there is not apparent drug traffic nor shootings in my neighborhood. Plus incidents in Mexico, after hitting the national news, sometimes end up never having happened. There are some interest, interested in raising the temperature on these things. It does effect some people coming here though that we need, and that is of no service to us.

THE HEAT IS ON: SOME LIKE IT HOT

People do get scared of such things, even who is hotter than who. Phoenix a while back moved its thermometer to a place where it would read lower and be not as different as Tucson. That was the allegation. Yet I knew from one practically commuting from Tucson to Phoenix, that it was usually much hotter there. That year anyway. In a few years, or weeks, one adapts to some degree about the degrees outside.

So that temperature would not affect ones decision of moving to Tucson rather than Phoenix. I think it was a few years later that Tucson moved its to a cooler spot, to get it more back to reality. Tucson is at least usually 3 or 4 (or 8) degrees cooler (higher elevation). I believe that over 103 degrees, each degree higher taxes ones body 30% or so more. With those above changes, is a 116 degree day actually hotter than that old 117?

I have worked outside at the old gauge at 114 and 116 degree days on a large businesses white roof, without shade, dew-points in the 60’s and no clouds due to high pressure subsidence. My body screamed during the afternoon to get out of there. When getting off the roof to the new blacktop pavement, I got the shivers from-cold. The reflective white-roof coating had made the bodies heat factor much much higher! (Working in attics can be 140 or so degrees with the same effect when you get down into the building. Your drenched from sweat body gets air cooled fast.) The white roof sheds the heat off the roof and right back at you.

I painted many of my tools white, so as to not burn my hands. Guess what? Everyone started coming around when there to borrow my tools. Cool. Most macho tools are black or dark gray. Some brands signature colors are orange, yellow and green and such, but no sissy white.

Anyway. I heard that “fact” about each degree above 103 increasing heat release stress, and thought it must be wrong, or I must be wrong about this kind of heat index. For me though, each degree above 105 is definitely noticeable, especially in monsoon season. I was driving in my little not air conditioned Toyota truck on Tucson’s hottest moment of 117 at 3 something on a late June afternoon after work and thought; this is really quite searing. My arm out the door in the sun. I had been in 120 degree weather in Phoenix, way hotter. Where I now live further south, much cooler from the elevation, and in summer, mountain cloudiness and night cooling.

EVERYBODY RUN! THE MONSOONS ARE COMING!

Monsoon seasons are a regular seasonal change in prevailing winds to one generalized direction. They can even be dry period monsoons. Frightening!

The southwest monsoon, sometimes called the Arizona monsoon or New Mexico and Arizona one, affects the Rockies sometimes all the way up to Canada, gets into southern California somewhat, then up to Washington state. Other times that air riding the Bermuda Highs big spin, even enhances storms arching over to the middle to northeast parts of the country. It just does that now and then, so is not a legitimate monsoon for youz gyz over der.

Sometimes a newscaster here from who knows where, or without a care, call an individual storm; “A monsoon hit last night!”

The monsoon weather is greatly affected by high and low pressure during the season. A low throwing air from out in the pacific off of California can push our humid air into New Mexico and Texas, but we want it overall. Embedded retrograde lows off of the Gulf of Mexico or the Caribbean in and up through Mexico can give us cloudy and very wet days of storminess, usually a few days. Sometimes if too cloudy and not enough low pressure to lift the air up, its just mostly some orographic storms near the mountains, otherwise just cooler and cloudy for us. It is funny in Tucson. One cloudy day can have people worrying over when the sun will come back.

Most of our monsoonal thunderstorms come from day heating. They form over mountains, then go one way or another, usually depending on steering currents. The “Four Corners High” is a classic good storm set up for the valleys in Tucson and Phoenix sometimes, driving the storms from the northeast down into the valleys. Since I live near where some storms most always start forming by noon on years where there is not to much suppression from high pressure nearby, sometimes these new storms “jump over” or divide around us. Often when people back east hear its 115 in Phoenix and even humid, by three in the afternoon here it may be a cool and cloudy fresh 75 degrees. While at noon it might have gotten to 98.

THE SEASONS EXTENT OF INFLUENCE

Monsoon season where I am usually starts by the end of June, Tucson a week later or so, Phoenix maybe a week later still. The moisture spreads up from mesoscale storms collapse southeast in Mexico moving moisture north, especially over night from outflow boundaries. As the southeast moisture train gets established.

Monsoon season usually ends all at once, as Pacific low pressures drive drier westerly air, that throws the southeast flow out for good in a day or two, usually in September. Once and a while some Mexico moisture or southern Pacific tropical storm-hurricanes, get moist air back in in fall. But that is kinda extra outside true monsoon.

THE OTHER “RAINY” SEASONS

Fall rains are what can lead to extraordinary wildflower seasons in late winter-spring. We have had about 4 inches here this winter so far, but probably out of classic fall rains timing and temperature for germination. Although it was warm late in the season, who knows? I’m expecting something to come up though.

Many hybrid plants are derived from plants of the southwest, cultured at agricultural research and development facilities. Usually to have much larger flowers, but keeping that drought tolerance. Unique rainfall periods can lead to flowers appearing that locals might say they have never seen before. The right moment is there unique niche. El Nino winters often can lead to a few big rainy periods, even with funnel clouds here or there in the state.

Sometimes in el nino’s, California and western Arizona get soaked, us next to nothing, depends on degree of the el nino, angle of moisture flow and pressure positions. 20 miles can make all the difference.

We suffer the limitations of moisture often during monsoon season and cooling from storms already ignited. A storm takes available moisture out of the air on that day and hour, barring no flow throwing more energy in, like an outflow boundary or mesoscale complex making its own larger scale move. Since our dew-points usually do not rise much above the mid 60’s, yet local temperatures get quite high storms can be both windy and rapidly cooling. That windiness and mini cold front can start the next storm which in a matter of twenty minutes, may cancel the mother storms energy. This phenomenon often has us thinking we were robbed of wanted moisture that seemed to be roaring right up to us. Mountain ranges also channel the available energy at times to a similar result.

The last two years have been great here in summer, 16″ the former, about 14″ the latter, compared to dismal 6 and 5 some prior years. So far 2″ is about our maximum here, in about 35 minutes. In Des Plains IL. one summer I was in around 4″ in 45 minutes, that intense wavy tropical downpour that just did not quit. I was also in around 4″ in 4 hours over night of continuous thunderstorms in Tucson over my neighborhood when there was a 0% chance of rain predicted, due to a westerly monsoon blowout. But a small low moved right down the western Rockies, 1,000 mile in one day from Canada. It made the turn east in Northeast Tucson, then just sat 4 hours over Northeast Tucson sucking in that departing moisture, perhaps trapped by Mt Lemon (Catalina’s) north and the Rincon mountain range east of Tucson. They form a kind of pocket in southwesterly component flows. Near constant nearby lightning went on and on. The whole yard and area became a river, a sea flowing downhill northeast to the major river wash a good mile away. I went out to see the flood (5am) and saw a woman walking around in the nearby intersection. She was talking to herself in watter up to her knees. I have never seen that intersection totally flooded ever, let alone 2 ‘ deep.

Did you ever want to know all this?

The photo here is of a late season type. Dew points diminishing, along with daytime heating due to shorter days. You can have storms like this anytime more dry air is around or nothing else to provide lift that the mountains these are over and the days heating. They diminish nearing sunset, possibly after just being stimulated by some outflow boundary riding up the range. Then they get this airy look, particularly of the one at the left. Might not even be any rain falling from it. In twenty minutes their might be practically nothing left of the cloud mass.

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10
Feb

SUNDAY, SUNDAY

It feels hot today, particularly in the sun. That is unusual for when the thermometer says 68 degrees. It is like that when the first warm weather comes. Come summer, even 80 feels cool. Luckily, even though in the southern US at the border, 4,000 feet elevation makes all summer nights cool, and most days hardly over 100 degrees. Not as hot feeling as back east (especially heat index). But Tucson at 2,700. feet can be quite hot and uncomfortable during monsoon season. We get a hot day or two then as well but not like our friends up North.

Still I have some dam work to complete today. I feel beaten up from yesterdays late go at it. Today, however, should be less involved and hopes to finish that project. One will hardly know it is there, but it will save three or four feet of further erosion in our back yard, and help some trees and vines with rich and wet sandy loam build up. The frogs will probably love the little pools of water while they last. FYI. Did you know the deserts are loaded with frogs and toads during the summer monsoon season? Often very noisy at night.

Tomorrow is probably my last Gem Show visit. I am hoping to find something affordable for gifts. I’ll take a few more photos for sure. They seem a very popular tag on my blog.

Thanks for dropping in.

Adios.

16
Jan

IT’S ALL ABOUT ME

Quite like in poetry, post are all about me. Me is you when it is you, if I know what you just read me say. Yes it was me.

Something called a “cold reading”, purportedly covers 80% of most of our; mine and your, desires. Preachers, psychics and politicians can magically speak to a majority of our need, expectations, and senses of accomplishment as well as loss, by-passing my own impression of uniqueness, to common human interest. One can feel they have accessed your secret self. The cold reading would require some adjustment to culture. Not everyone in an Amazon tribe wishes they wrote a book they were once considering. Shortly they may wish they blogged however.

I would suspect that most of us prefer to view post that are akin to out preferences; the choir preaching to the choir. If we need an angle to undermine an opposition viewpoint, we may check them out to see how irrational they are somewhere, but still odds are we are quite alike.

Many post are informational, and so we seek to understand one of our interest, get some side-light on our subject, learn something new. I read tags on wordpress for the broadening of my interest and sense of connection to people all over the place. That is ultimately about me too.

With opinion, politics, religion and other ideological positions on a select narrative cosmology, it can be uncertain the level of honesty present in the individuals consciousness, since that position is by its position, in opposition in some respect to what many of us consider our reality. We can be seeded with a great sense of difference, when ultimately, in a more objective sense, not so much. It all revolves around what I limit my focus on life to. I might see your achievement and feel proud of you even without knowing who you are. If I failed at your achievement; it might call up old inner ghost of tying and losing, bringing up a negative image, even for your accomplishment–easy for you!

My post to date are usually written on my lap top and sent right off. I try to catch all the typing mistakes and wrong word choices on the spell checker. As a child I had issues with spelling, getting perturbed at ‘that is spelld incorrectly.’ I felt my life has enough worry than to waste my precious time on details of what someone should “get” anyway. My intentional spelld mistake is an example, picky, pick, picky. How dare you reduce my expression to occasional mistakes! Thank you spell checkers of the world, even if you do not quite exactly read my mind, or what my big fingers were aiming at.

This post to me, and you too, is something I like to do, meditate in conscious movement, attempting to see where thoughts go. I have some authority (self ascribed) in much of what I say. Sometimes I go out on rationalized limbs, and may learn something about that secret me you might already have deciphered; something I need realize about me or about how you really are not as I assume. As in poetry, words can be pry bars to illuminate the undersides of some rock inside ourselves we thought was unmovable.

I could go on with stream of consciousness morning meditation, but the day calls for other actions.

To my thousands (liar) of fans hanging on my every post; the new cat was running around chasing the older ones for brief encounters last night. It is fine to see relationships begin to form with fun.

May your days lessons be fine as well.

03
Jan

ANOTHER DAY AT THE EDGE

Good day to you.

It is mid morning here at a point on that line that defines the shape of the USA.

It is above freezing and rain is suspected in the near future but not immanent. I will be going to Home Depot to pick up several bags of cement to use for finishing one stretch of some free-form steps and “stepping stones” I am doing for someone. Then tomorrow I will go back to texture them to make them look old. My neck and back will then have met their limits, not being the sprightly youth I once was. My neck is already complaining from yesterday as I bend over typing on my notebook while listing to the Weather Channel… Now that is excitement. I guess our bodies carry the past with them like sedimentary rock, being eroded or redeposited that is.

We have heard that our soon to be new Persian cats operation went well yesterday.

If I feel alive later I might enter another one of my pontifications. I have yet to attempt to transfer my files from another computer, since it has been said there are now with Macs Leopard OS the lack of ability to read its old non Intel based files. Mac OS 10 did change its “Classic” files into ones that work on System 10. Soon to see if those transfer.

I am still watching that game show that lives beyond the writers strike, known as the Presidential Primaries. The plots have been quite like a bad soap opera where reporters point when someone says a politically inappropriate word or idea for the point of view they are alleged to have. Then we judge who is to be or not to be, or so we trust, for democracy and predatory capitalism are not compatible.

There’s my first morning post. And still I was a pundit!

Benafia




 

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